ProtruckR

Just Wanted To thank all of you From Twitter that have found My web Page Here in the Big old world.

Just want to start by saying this has been the most fun I have had in my Life and it all Started Back in April 25 2009…

I have Been Asked by a Lot of you over the last year why I am on Twitter why I show the Photos ? why the Radio  show well here is my story how it all came to be.

I was in a log term relationship with a Woman I was madly in Love with, She had a Daughter that was 3 years old.  later two of us had fallen in Love so I became Daddy to Her Child,  well some Time had passed we moved away From BC and Moved to Alberta Were I got a job Working In the oilfield,

To me this was the Land of opportunities money was flying left right jobs were everywhere, Well 2 years went by working outside in the cold winters of Northern Alberta  I had made up my mind that Sean  did not want to be out in the Cold -40 anymore,  Sure it was great work and all but my Heart was not into this Oilfield work and being gone from my Spouse and child that I was helping raise well that mostly was the Hardest part for me being apart from them both.

Well I went off and took driving Lessons to get into Trucking this was to be local work for me being were we lived there were jobs local home every Night, Well time went by I ended up away from home more then I wanted it to be.  I would come home to a truly Happy family always, I was truly excited to come home to them both and the dog.

Well things went South in the Markets as we all know, there were layoffs all over the world and I had left a job to be home more not knowing this was going to happen to all us around the World be so bad at same time.

A few months went by and my other half was working having to support the 3 of us wait there was dog 4 us , well this was taking toll on her and on our Relationship big time.  I managed to get job get back to Work,  now when I did I  told her would go out on the open road for whole month make up for the Lost Wages and pay her back for all she had given to Support us while I was off.

A month and 3 weeks Passed we were always on phone talking back & forth she supporting me with keep up the good work miss you love you see you soon.

The Day had arrived to  Come home, Called her from Calgary said I am on my way see you 3 hrs miss you Love you see you Soon, I was now Half Hr out Called Her again said hun almost Home, She Replies she is in bed dinner is in the Oven,

I was so Excited to finally come home, I had massive wad cash in my hand flowers and gift for kiddo, My heart was pounding could not get there any faster had the Truck just Flying Bob Tail all way home………

Turned into the Driveway  walked to the door with Flowers in Hand Excited to see Her all Wanted Was hug and to hold her in my Arms look into her eyes tell her Love you Hunny miss you..

Put the Key in the Door opened the door dropped the Flowers smashing the vase as hit the steps outside the door, Looked around The House was Empty.  Everything I had worked so hard to build all the Hrs out in the Cold all the Tears that I had Had from Being away all the Years we Were together, all the School plays and Parent Teacher interviews and All the Hugs From kiddo Saying Daddy I Love You, were all gone in flash…

Few Months Passed all I got was “Sorry need my space” so gave her that then learned the Truth Behind it all: there was another man.

Now as messed up that just sounded I had 2 choices right then there to make: 1 was turn to drugs alcohol and give up on it all. or #2 choice the one I took, the path finding myself opening my eyes seeing what hell this is all about mainly to find beauty once again.

I needed this more then you will ever know, I started up on twitter PDA in hand started taking photos of what was around me in the Rockies mainly keep my mind off being alone heart broken. I came across few links after talking with few people on twitter how to post my photos share them with my few friends I had at the time think had 30 people wow they were coolest people, you know who you are friends because of you I am here today talk about this.

well time passed over the Last year I have Had my up moments and some dark Moments,  but more really great moments with all you My friends on Twitter and Radio Host and Friend Daniel of The Truck Star Radio, all of you in your small part by saying hello & RT Photos of mine or words I have spoken on twitter has helped me heal from the most painful deep Dark Moment in my life.

Here We are today with 24.900 Pages on Google and over 4458 Photos on Twitpic lets not forget friends on twitter as of this Blog 4716 friends i am following 5.100 of you  also like to point out i have tweeted over 31.644 times to date all from my Blackberry 8830 PDA. Wild for sure Tweet much lmao

Well in the end never did get my family back don’t think I ever will, See it was pointed out to me by a few of you over the last 31.644 tweets  that when it comes to my spouse she needs to learn to love who she is before she can love another.

Well that’s that in nut shell and Why I came to Twitter and talk to you the way i do with all of you u see I have Learned one thing and that is

Life will not stop,it’s moving past us all at the speed light if we don’t stop take look around at what is there is you miss most Beautiful part living ! so stop take deep Breath take it all in open your minds to the world around you take min step back look then DETACH when you do…

Welcome to Freedom

Thank You Friends For taking the time to Read my short version of what when on last year

now were does Monkey Bone  come into  all this    Who Knows !!!!!

All Best to you all Remember to Smile take Deep Breath Hang on you’re in for the ride your Life

ProtruckR