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It has been some time for me to get out and take some photos for you all. Allison took me down to the lake by the house and I took some photos of the ducks on the lake for you all to see. I am still having a lot of problems with my ankle. Mostly lots of pain were they installed a bar for support, from the shattered bones in my lower Leg. Both sides of my ankle just don’t feel right. It doesn’t make me happy this is not healing like I’d hoped,but I have a CT scan to get done and I’m trying to get back into seeing the Dr that did the work. I hope they dont have to go back in, but I have a feeling they are going to have too. Also I’m having a lot of pain in my left knee in the cartage. Cross my fingers it is not torn but I also have a feeling it is. I had the Surgery Dec 1, 2010 and here we are Jan 31, 2011. No improvement over all, but I have a positive attitude that this will all heal in good time .
I would also like to thank all of you from all over the world for the continued support to me and my family. Allison my bride to be has been so positive. She loves me so much and that helps me get threw this truly difficult time for us as a new family. She also has some of the nicest friends one could ever ask for and they also have been a great inspiration and help threw all of this. I guess that is one of the most beautiful things in a persons life when you meet some one new, fall in love, get engaged you find that the one you love comes like a Package Deal. With Friends that are just truly nice, kind and wonderful people. Not only that, but Allison has the most loving Mother and Father, so for me it is a dream come true.
When my ex left me,( like most of you know from a few Years ago) she ripped my heart out and deep down I thought and felt like life was over. Finding and Falling in love again would never happen for me. I thought the worst then all of a sudden there she was. I can’t explain how it happened,( Allison and I meeting) the way we did almost a year ago now, but let me tell you this. I get Butterfly’s every time she kisses me and puts her arms around me and she always wakes me with a whisper in my ear…… every Morning ”Good Morning My Prince “ Well I am no prince by birth but it feels so good after all I have been threw to have a woman, a true lady and my best friend say that softly in my ear.
When I wrote the true short story on here “White Lines And The Hammer Down” I still was in deep pain. My ex destroyed me as a man and completely riped my heart out. It was’t so much her just taking off the way she did, it was taking everything in the house we had worked so hard for in building a comfortable Home. But that is not whats important. Property can be replaced and it has been 10 fold and better. What my ex took was not so much the valuables it was the child Danaca a little girl that I was daddy to her, I never got to say good-bye too. I was with her from the age 3 to almost aged 10. I know one day when Danaca is 16 to 19 when she can do what she wants as a little lady that she will come find me. When that happens the one last remaining dark place in my heart and sole will be filled with the light of love and happy times. Then I can say to her I am sorry, give her a big hug and have some closure in my heart. I often wonder how she is and if she is ok. Or does she need anything or how is her schooling going.
But the good lord has shone down a pone me and has answered my prayers from all the tears and praying Ive done I have been blessed with two beautiful children with Allison to help raise and watch grow.
The one thing I have to say is this. Couples out there if you are sharing your children together and for some reason you split up then god I hope that you can work it out. Please ladies listen to this Dad. Unless the child is being abused please allow the step dad this one and only thing……. give him a chance to say his good-bye’s and have some closure in his heart. You have no idea the DAMAGE you do to that man you once placed your lips on and said I love you to. Please give that man closure and say his good Bye’s.
It has taken me almost 3 years to forgive my ex for leaving me and cheating on me with a man that left his wife and twins for my ex and step child. To me that makes him not a man but a true failure as a father. How can he truly look my step daughter in her eyes and be called daddy I will never know. For that matter how can he sleep at night knowing the hurt he has done to his own biological children and his ex wife. My Heart goes out to his wife and children.
But no more about that for me. It is in the past and I can now truly look back and let it all go.
Well my good friends I have the most beautiful woman in the world and I am truly happy. I want to Stress one thing to you men, beauty is not all about looks. It’s what your lady has in her heart and her sole that makes her a beauty queen. Remember that men…. looks dont make the man and they sure dont make the woman. Look for the one that speaks from her sole and her heart . Look into her eyes,because eyes never lie they are the gate way to the sole and that my dear friends is the secret to having a best Friend, lover and life time sole mate for life like I have found with My True Love Allison Aubin.
Thank you all and God Bless
Sean Brown ProtruckR
Please Enjoy the Photos Below Taken Today 01/31/2011
Please Enjoy this 2 set of Photos below of Ducks on the Lake taken 01/02/2011
